Thursday, June 11, 2009

something hard.

In the midst of my life right now I have run into something difficult. A conflict between myself and someone I am working close with right now. I have been humiliated, embarassed, hurt by their words and actions and now I don't know what to do. It seems so petty to be hurt over something that seems so trivial in my life and to let someone affect me so over something that I know is not true, but I am still torn by it. I must continue this working relationship for the time being, at least until ball is over and yet don't know what to do.

I'm not someone who likes confontation I hate it even more when someone is upset with me. It makes me feel as if I failed in some way. However, I am not going to stand by and be treated unfairly or like dirt for the rest of this season. So what do I do?

I turned to God. Driving to my dentist appointment today I forgot my cell phone turned off the radio and listened. I sat in the car, still nothing. So I unzipped my bible cover and like always asked God to point me in the right direction to give me a verse that would tell me what I am to do.......here it is. Jeremiah 48:10 "Cursed be he that doeth the work of the LORD deceitfully, and cursed be he that keepeth back his sword from blood."

What does that mean?? Help!!!

1 comment:

Lisa @ Life with 4! said...

woa... that's a pretty heavy verse!
i'm not sure what that is supposed to mean.
keep praying for help in dealing with the situation is the only advice i can give.
it seems as if there are always some kind of conflicts that arise during ball season. I think people get so caught up in the competition and forget that it's about the kids learning and having fun playing a sport.
i'll be thinking of you!