Well it's another day and I feel like yesterday never ended. My Children are in turmoil and it's starting to get to me. I try with them. To reason our situation out, explain why things are the way they are. But they're so angry with me. So upset that I have put them in this situation and it's all my fault.
I am hearting so bad over everything myself and to hear my children say that they hate me for ruining their life. It's horrible.
and lake, oh yest Lake. To have him not returning my calls or getting information to me that I need. Not talking to his children for a month and then not sending money to help and the stress oh the stress!!!!
I receive bills for him, some of them coming out of our taxes and here I am trying to stay afloat and now I'm paying his court fees???!!!
lord, deli ever me! Send me where you will and pull me threw the thickness of mud that I find myself wading through and being pulled under by. Take my hands and pull me through to the safety of firm land!
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can you call the "courts" and let them know he doesn't reside there anymore. and forward the mail onto him at his mom's. why are you paying it?
Myndee, IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT!! Who walked out on who 3 years ago? Who has tried everything in her power to make her family complete again? Who has stayed home to raise her children?
Comfort the kids, hug them, kiss them, cry with them. Tell them you love them more than anything.
But don't sell yourself short. You have worked hard, you have tried.
Your kids are young enough that they don't understand everything that has happened. All they know is that things are different and your the one there that they can explode on.
Pray, pray, and pray again for wisdom. for peace, for joy. for God's goodness to rain down on you and your children.
I love you. and every time you cross my mind, i pray for you. God has not left you high and dry. He knows your future, and He has great things planned.
This is a verse that I've underlined in my Bible. And actually in the margin I have written : Thinking of Myndee Feb. 19, 2006
Jeremiah 29:11-14
"For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says the Lord, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Then you will call upon Me and go and pray to Me, and I will listen to you. And you will seek Me and find Me, when you search for Me with all your heart. I will be found by you, says the Lord, and I will bring you back from your captivity..."
Chin up, Girl!!
Myndee, you are walking through a valley right now and God is with you. He is faithful we are not. Just keep praying for wisdom and for your children. You are doing the best you can. God will provide for your each and every need. you will get through this. I know it's hard right now but you have friends who love you and who are praying for you. Keep you chin up.
Myndee I thought these might help.
Psalms 55:22 ' Cast thy burden upon the Lord, and He
shall sustain thee.. He shall never suffer the righteous to be moved.'
When Satan is knocking at your door, simply say, 'Jesus,
could You please get that for me.
ha ha, Marla's last little comment made me giggle. I've never heard that one about letting Jesus answer the door. I'll have to remember that one.
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